I've lost all feeling.

I'm no longer here.

No longer willing.

Just stuck were I hate.

No one listening.

No one reaching out.

Lonely.

Slowing dieing.

Is this life.

Is this reality.

So many people love.

Not me, You?

ens

astrological sign: loe

how many languages do you know: 1
nationality: born in the U.S. but I'm a mut 
piercings you have: none
piercings you want: maybe my ears

favorite//

number: 3
clothing brand: anything comfortable @ a reasonable price
shoes: whatever i feel like getting or wearing
saying: I don't believe you

tv show: I don't really watch TV but when I do... CSI or something interesting

sport: I used to play sports but not much now, when I get the chance...anything!

vegetable: broccillli

fruit: strawberries

candy: I'm trying to get off candy....Nerds!! 
gum: winterfresh

scent: Addias- her moves ; somthing my aunt got for me 

season: summer

holiday: new years

thing in your room: my bed/pillows
junk food: not sure 
overall food:not sure
shape: heart/circle
time of day: about 7:30 or 8 pm 
country: Europe

state: NC
boy's name: not saying

girl's name: not saying 
disney character: can't choose, haven't seen them all 
scary movie: I don't watch them

this or that//

rock or rap: niether
rock or pop: neither

hot or cold: hot
winter or summer: summer

spring or fall: spring
shakira or britney:neither

football or basketball: just depends on my mood 

rollerblading or skateboarding: I wish I could skateboard but I like rollerblading                      

orange or red: red

yellow or green: green
purple or pink: depends on my mood 
inside or outside: outside
weed or alcohol: neither

have you ever//

actually seen your crush naked: nasty, no I respect him  

been in love: I'm a sucker for romance
cried when someone died: yes
drank alcohol: nope
lied: not in a long time
stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no

lied to the police: no
ran from the police: no
lied to your parents:most likely, I'm 17 
walked up to a stranger and kissed them: no
walked out of a restaurant without paying: no
flashed someone: no
stolen anything: my brother did when we were young and blamed it on me 
kicked someone's ass: my brother's, lol twas fun 
broken a beer bottle: one day I will
gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
kissed someone of the same sex: NASTY!!! I'm not like that
gone on a road trip: one day I will
been to a concert: no
been to another country: Yes!! It was awesome 
talked back to an adult: yeah, i have a bad habit of doing that, but it's fun 
gotten in a car accident: I wasn't driving
broken a law: only the ones I don't know of 

given money to a homeless person: my mom has
tried to kill yourself: no, but thought of it 
cried to get out of trouble: yea....my dad wouldn't spank me as hard that way, but it didn't hurt in the first place.....lol 
kissed a friend's brother or sister: yes
kissed a brother or sister's friend: yes
dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: they chose too 

yes or no//

are you a vegetarian?: yea
are you a bitch?: sometime I feel like one

are you artistic?: I don't know
are you a fast runner?: not sure

can you ski?: in my dreams with a canoe 
are you fat?: yes
are you short?: uh huh
are you tall?: well I can't be tall and short!!!

did you ever touch someone else's private parts?: no!!!

Fill this out about me BE HONEST

My name:

When you first saw(or heard){of}me what was your first impression?

Have you ever been jealous of me?

Would you consider me a friend?:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?:

Do you love me?

AM I. ?!?!?!?

Quiet or loud?

Short or Tall:

Weird or original:

Smart or stupid?

Boring or Fun?

Attractive or Unattractive?

DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)

A psycho?

Athletic?

A nerd?

A slut?

Ghetto?

Obnoxious?

Immature?

Mature?

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

What do you think Ill be when I grow up?

Do you think Ill get married?

If you do, Who do you think Ill marry?

Who is my best friend?

Do I remind you of any characters on TV?

Have you ever had a dream about me?

A feature that you like about me:

If you could give me anything, what would it be?

What word do I say all the time?

Is there anything youd like to say to me?

~Okay, this is rather obvious, but for this next section,

Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?

Would you ever kiss me?

Would you ever consider being my boyfriend/girlfriend?

Do you ever think about me?

If we spent a day together..where would we go and what would we do?

If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?

Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?

Do you want me?

Have you ever (do)had(have) a crush on me?

It's snowing! I was soo happy this morning, my friend is staying the week with me so we went and asked my parents if we had to go to school and they said we still had too. My moms a teacher and her school was canceled, yet we still had to come. We just wanted to sleep and have a slow day at home. But NO!!! there so such thing as a slow day here. There's always something happening whether good or bad...it happens. There was an easy English test today and I forgot to do 2/11 extra credit questions. I know it's great!!! kinda. sleeping would have been better.

I hope you have a good rest of the week and a wonderful Valentines Day, with your special someone....

A Major Nightmare!!

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers side, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

1st: If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.

2nd: REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS)